McD is in town..

Haven't u heard ? mcdonald is in town!! I wonder, is there any forum made just to discuss how pathetic we tawaurian as we so happy for mcd opening.... 

Those who have so much time to care for us... I got few words for them..

yes we happy about it... so what?? how come u whose so mlinium, so high standard person have time to discuss about us, people of small town like us.. dont u have so much important thing to be care about? like  fashion show of chanel, louis vuitton, dior? or thing like ur vacation to paris, milan, newyork and etc.. u should really get a life dude.. huh..

Ceh... complaining, complaining, complaining.. hehhehe...

McD opening is really a hot topic in our town.  especially to children, whose might be the main reason for the parents/sister/brother willing to line up for about one hours... How do I know? cuz I've experienced it.. :D

see.. me willing to line up in drive thru for ekok.. after once dinner, and once breakfast there, yesterday she said to me, "Jumaat lg ya?"

17 hari lg...

17 days more to finish my study... 17 days more to finish my obnoxious life... 17 days to fill my self with revision, studying, memorizing, and boring.. :P

I have...

Promise my self, even i did not further my study shortly after this, but in future, maybe before my marriage i already hold my master certificate.

Promise my self to get good result.

Promise my self to work, earn money and able to support my family.

Confident, Yakin & .....

For all this time, I concern too much about how people will say about my look, my outfits and my appearance ... I always wear something that will make people butter me up .. and I'm happy to hear it .. and then I'm addicted to it .. always me want to hear people say how good look I am. I complaint my sister whose lacking with effort in her appearance cause I thought I'm much better. 

I spend my time looking for a current fashion in website, blog, I also Google it .. but more often I see it more burden on me, "I want that skirt, where can I got it, how much will it cost me" " ah, that pants, i want one" "OMG what a gamis, I waaannnttt". and when I'm seeing many popular and astonishing fashionista, to be honest I'm Jealous. they being known because they are fashionate. I want to become like them, so, I have my own photo shoot, I talked about fashion in my blog, I show the most beautiful dress I have.

But then, I feel there is something wrong with me. I become busy for nothing. but I comfort my self. "this is women instinct, almost every girl done same thing" "nothing wrong about it" but if this is not wrong why do envious feeling grow in my self. why I need to be jealous seeing other girl better than me in fashion sense. This is bad traits and it has burden me. I don't need much time to figure this out. I realize I'm wrong, I've lead my life in wrong way. So I spent time for self reflection. 

After sometime, I made up my mind. 

* Fashionable and beautiful outfits is okay because hideous clothing and NFS (no fashion sense) of fashion-missing is no good.. 

* Fashion should not be burden me, so no more expensive goods if I'm not capable.

* No more jealous, they are beautiful, but me also beautiful even not in same appearance. 

I don't need people compliment to make me confident, but I need their advice so that I always in right track.

Tersedar...

All this time... I've rubbish my own life... always care for thing that i should not care.. and always forget things that I should not forget... :( Now that I realize about it, or to be precise, someone made me realize about it... I hunger for a change..

JUST....

just updating my blog.... skrg ada byk uda gadget... :D got inspired from the blog that i followed.... honestly im not really into technology thing... and honestly... I dont have technology gadget.. i only have my LG mobile..thats all... i make my laptop in coma.. n also my cousin's laptop in coma.. n now have to borrowed laptop from my brother.. i dont hate technology... but they do hates me... really... the mobile i have now maybe the 15th mobile i had.. all b4 broken... n of coz not because of me but because they hates to work for me.... :D 

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