kegelisahan terhimpun dan hati terhangus....

sabar mulai terpisah dan air mata berlinangan...

bagaimana boleh merasai ketenteraman bagi seorg yg sudah tidak tenang?

kerana telah di serang oleh cinta dan rindu...

wahai tuhanku jika ada sesuatu yg membebaskan aku darinya...

maka kurniakanlah kepadaku selama aku masih hidup...

MY WAY...

And now, the end is near,
And so I face the final curtain.
My friends, I'll say it clear;
I'll state my case of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full -
I've travelled each and every highway.
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets? I've had a few,
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exemption.

I planned each charted course -
Each careful step along the byway,
And more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew,
When I bit off more than I could chew,
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried,
I've had my fill - my share of losing.
But now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that,
And may I say, not in a shy way -
Oh no. Oh no, not me.
I did it my way.

For what is a man? What has he got?
If not himself - Then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows
And did it my way.

Yes, it was my way.

today..

just had a bad day.. where everythin dat i plan turn to be bad... what is in tiny brain of mine... i cannot focus on my study.. my asiment.... myb its the sign that i will be dead soon... i really not ready to die... cuz i noe.. Allah will throw me to the hell bcuz of the thousand sin that i done this few years... i need time time to fix everything..